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These 3years in poly had been wild.  Experiencing all sorts of different incidents that was intensionally done, not knowing the circumstances that I were to face.  No one would ever believe or imagine that I've created such a thing to stress myself in order to gain the once-in-a-life time experience by putting myself in his shoes.

In every stage our lives; started according to plan.  Slowly environmental influences took place, then changes, then hold-back, then changes again, then regret.  Until when we reached a certain point where we know that it's a must, to do something about it, then we will take action.

Once I asked him, "What will happen if everybody hates me? And when I am the one in their topic of conversation?" no replied.  Then I went on to tried out.

Later on, I did experience when almost all the people out there hated me, then I started to realise how tough it was to be the one in their topics, and the one whom your friends were talking behind and about you.  I guess what makes me want to take this test is that I can't bare to see one of my friend out there being the topic and baring the agony in him.  At this point, you will really see who are the ones whom really treasures you.  It's at your lowest point when this guy told me that, "Hey, you know what?  Actually you're one of the person whom I've been trusting.  Just that you didn't come often, if not I could have trusted you more."  These were told to me at my saddest point of time by a person that I will never think of.  He's the one whom I've been always thinking that he will hate me, but he's actually not.  On the other hand, the one whom I've been always thinking that he'll always be there for me, turned against me.  He gave up.

God Bless You